Update. Where have I been?

I’m sorry for the silence on my part. I believe I should provide an update.

Apr 2, 2014 is when volume two came out. My plan was to have volume three done by 2015. For some reason, I couldn’t get Rhys to confess a word. His character went silent. I just couldn’t write his episode of Wake. No matter how hard I tried to. Well, I could have forced something that wouldn’t have been him on the page. As I’ve said I have to follow the creative process for the story.

Then in May of 2015, I became ill. I’m still ill. At this time, I’m not ready to share more on the matter.

I’ve finally finished the first draft of Wake and wanted to update all of you. I hope to have Wake to the publisher soon.

Thank you,

LD

The Book Experiment Chapter 5

The next chapter of Kansas Rule is up. Genre: Erotica

For readers a 18 years of age and up only. The content of this book will contain graphic sex. BDSM. Characters who’ve suffered from physical, mental and sexual trauma at an early age.

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00016]Excerpt:

I pulled my hand back and slapped him. The smack caused Fitz to stir. Decker placed a hand on the area I’d struck and rubbed. His stare burrowed into me. Fitz used his head to create a barrier between us. Decker gently stroked the horse’s snout and whispered into his ear which calmed him while his eyes held me frozen in place.

He advanced.

I shriveled back. With his hand he reached over, he gathered the reins from me then gathered me into his arms.

I struggled against his hard chest.

“I’m sorry that you’re in pain,” his voice lowered.

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The Book Experiment Chapter 4

I’m still recovering from a recent respiratory infection. Hence the delay in posting.

The next chapter of Kansas Rule is up. Genre: Erotica

For readers a 18 years of age and up only. The content of this book will contain graphic sex. BDSM. Characters who’ve suffered from physical, mental and sexual trauma at an early age.

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00016]Excerpt:

Every sense was saturated with the small bluebell tucked in my arms lolling me to rest.

“You’ll be mine.” I would infect her with all that was me until I or madness owned her. I hadn’t the right to claim her. Not without her knowledge and yet I had. I wasn’t sorry for it either.

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Release Vol.2 (LONDON BROWN #6.5) Episodes 10 to 18

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00071]Vol.2 (LONDON BROWN #6.5) (Includes Bond, Open, and Loss) Episodes 10 to 18

A labyrinth littered with luxury, lies, lust, lewdness, and loathing awaits…

In the opulent setting of London’s aristocracy, lives a young woman fractured into two distinct individuals, one face with multiple facets.

One façade, the whore, London Brown, who will confess unfathomable truths, the other, a loving daughter the socialite, Desniah Williams will pull back the curtain to reveal what lurks in the shadows.

Caden Jacob Carrington V, a politician will do anything to reclaim the woman he lost, including dredging up pains of the past.

Rhys Christos Edward Stowell, a philanthropist will fight to win the woman he loves while baring the darkness of his soul.

Excerpt:

“Do have any idea of how terrifying that sounds?”

“Yes.” I pressed my forehead to hers. “However I will always protect what is mine.”

“That’s not how most people conduct relationships.”

“We aren’t most people.” I hovered my lips just above hers.  The warmth from her sparked against me. “You need to pay. And I need for you to need it. You need me to make you pay. And I need you to need me to make you pay.”

Eyes filled with tears, she stared up at me.

“I refuse to live a lie. Not with you. This, you and I, allows us both to exist in light, not darkness. You want me to taint what we will be with falsehood and deception as though you are doing this for me.” Even just the thought of me forcing her to endure ailed me physically.  Cheapening how deeply I loved her. “Don’t try to pretend this isn’t exactly what we both require. Make what we share a game, one where we make-believe, it’s for me alone. You need this as badly as I do. Don’t treat what we share like something we should be ashamed of.” I ran my thumb along her bottom lip. “I will provide for you in every way, but you, in turn, must accept that those darker aspects we will share are what you thrive from.”

She opened her mouth. Whether she knew or not, her body gave all the responses she feared to. The access, she was afraid to. Every part of her was mine. Even before she was able to admit it.

“I shouldn’t want to do it.”

Release Loss (LONDON BROWN #6)

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At a loss, the philanthropist tries to regain his footing. The darkness within widens consuming all in its path.

Loss of his grip causes him to slip, a slight miscalculation with dire repercussions.

The socialite holds on despite the widening sea between her and the philanthropist she once thought she knew. In an instant all might be lost.

Excerpt:

“Do you know what scares me about your relationship with Desniah?”

I wasn’t sure there was a question in there, or if I was about to be lectured to.

I shrugged, trying to detach from his attempts to provoke anger in me without going into the cold place where he claimed my eyes went vacant.

“I know you believe I disapprove of Desniah because of her age, her father’s politics, her hospitalisation or any number of Desniah reasons. It isn’t her. It has never been her. It’s you.” He pointed at me with his index finger sharply. “I don’t like you when you’re with her. You’re obsessed, out of balance, fixated, and downright chaotic.”

I couldn’t deny it. There was little to say about it that wouldn’t further prove my guilt.

“I fear the way you look at her and that this will end very badly for you both.” He rubbed his forehead.

Because it, had to end at some point. No way could it be that we would work it out, be good for each other. That she would provide me with what I needed and I would do the same. The truth my father didn’t understand was that the bad ending was mine alone to live, not hers. I would not allow my needs to come before her.

My patience was limited so I decided it best to skip anymore of my father’s accusations and go straight to the truth.

The Book Experiment Chapter 3

The next chapter of Kansas Rule is up.

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00016]Excerpt:

“I’m fine.” I stood allowing my nighty to cover me.

He grabbed my wrist, wrapped his other arms around my waist and drew me back toward him. “Are you?”

“Yes.” I nodded for extra emphasis unsure why I was even having this discussion with him.

“So you aren’t embarrassed by your arousal from pain?” he asked with a muted expression.

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London Brown Reboot.

Don’t panic! The series as a new look but I’m going to post it here so you will be able to follow along from where you are in the series.

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Desire (LONDON BROWN #1)
Cede (LONDON BROWN #2)
Rouse (LONDON BROWN #3)
Vol.1 (LONDON BROWN #3.5) (Includes Desire, Cede, and Rouse)

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Bond (LONDON BROWN #4)
Open (LONDON BROWN #5)
Loss (LONDON BROWN #6)
Vol.2 (LONDON BROWN #6.5) (Includes Bond, Open, and Loss)

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Wake (LONDON BROWN #7)
Mercy (LONDON BROWN #8)
Ruin (LONDON BROWN # 9)
Vol.3 (LONDON BROWN #9.5) (Includes Wake, Mercy, and Ruin)

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Cinder (LONDON BROWN #10)
Ascend (LONDON BROWN #11)
Master (LONDON BROWN #12)
Vol.4 (LONDON BROWN #12.5) (Includes Cinder, Ascend, and Master)

Loss and the full compilation of Vol.2 will be releasing shortly. I will post here when that happens.

Happy Holidays Joyeuses Fêtes

Happy Holidays Joyeuses Fêtes

My daughter’s is taking a photography course and playing around with her camera.
Happy Christmas to you and yours from me and mine.

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The Book Experiment Chapter 2

The Book Experiment Chapter 2

As those of you that saw the original post last month know. I’ve decided to undertake this experiment. I’d hope to have chapter 2 up around my birthday but that didn’t happen. Sorry.

Scroll to the bottom for the link to chapter 2.

Here is the original post about The Book Experiment for those that need to catch up:

I’ve had this crazy idea floating in my head. Likely this cockamamie idea should remain just a concept but I’m a person who doesn’t like to follow convention.  Never have.

What’s this absurd notion I’ve had? I want to write a book warts and all on display for everyone to see the process from infancy to complete. You will witness cringe worthy errors and the struggle that writing with a learning disability can be. But I will not allow those things to be my reason not to move forward with this project.

As I go along, I’m going to be providing commentary on what I’m doing and why when possible.

This story I’ve been working on in the background seems to be the right fit for my book experiment.

 

Warning:

1. This is the first working draft of my work in progress (WIP) under the working title (WT) Kansas Rule.

2. Shitty spelling and use of grammar that would cause some corpses to roll over in their grave.

3. The content of this book will contain graphic sex. BDSM. Characters who’ve suffered from physical, mental and sexual trauma at an early age.

 

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00016]Copyright © 2013, Leila DeSint
Published by Leila DeSint

The unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this copyrighted work is illegal.

I welcome sharing by link posting not copying of material. If you have any questions about sharing this work please contact me.

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locale or organizations is entirely coincidental.

 

To read go here:

Chapter 1  To read my comments on the chapter: Chapter 1 Revealed

Chapter 2 Comments on chapter 2 still to come…

The Book Experiment

The Book Experiment

I’ve had this crazy idea floating in my head. Likely this cockamamie idea should remain just a concept but I’m a person who doesn’t like to follow convention.  Never have.

What’s this absurd notion I’ve had? I want to write a book warts and all on display for everyone to see the process from infancy to complete. You will witness cringe worthy errors and the struggle that writing with a learning disability can be. But I will not allow those things to be my reason not to move forward with this project.

As I go along, I’m going to be providing commentary on what I’m doing and why when possible.

This story I’ve been working on in the background seems to be the right fit for my book experiment.

Warning:

1. This is the first working draft of my work in progress (WIP) under the working title (WT) Kansas Rule.

2. Shitty spelling and use of grammar that would cause some corpses to roll over in their grave.

3. The content of this book will contain graphic sex. BDSM. Characters who’ve suffered from physical, mental and sexual trauma at an early age.

 

Pageflex Persona [document: PRS0000038_00016]Copyright © 2013, Leila DeSint
Published by Leila DeSint

The unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this copyrighted work is illegal.

I welcome sharing by link posting not copying of material. If you have any questions about sharing this work please contact me.

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locale or organizations is entirely coincidental.

 

To read the chapter go here:

Chapter 1

To read my comments on the chapter:

Chapter 1 Revealed

I will be attempting to post a chapter a month.